Thursday, March 09, 2006

This is it. A new beginning.

This is it. The big one. The change I should have made a long time ago.

A few weeks back, I discovered fastseduction.com, and "The Game" by Neil Strauss. I read it, it opened my ideas, i agreed with a lot of stuf I should have realized a long time ago.

Anyway, when the opportunity came to go to a party today, I decided to put everything I voraciously read the last days to use. By this I don't mean any stupid openers, games or routines. I mean the attitude, the realization that women really do think a whole lot different from guys, and that they actully *do* want a jerk. I thought it was being nice towards them and tough towards a crisis, but in fact they judge you only by the way you behave towards them, and that means tough, and not taking shit from anyone.

I always had an independent streak, but only today I truly decided to fuck the consequences, and not take shit from anyone, and express myself.

So when this chick crashed her beer bottle on top of mine, making it overflow, instead of (literally) sucking it up, I let it flow, and then continued to drowse her in what was left of my beer.

The other guys of course took her position immediately, and told me I overreacted. Mayber, and maybe I lost all respect due to not being able to take a minor insult, but as I said , as of today, I officially don't care anymore. I can't possibly get worse results, women-wise, as I've gotten that far, and as far as my friends are concerneed, i'm graaduating in a few months anyway.

The funny thing is, afterwards she came to sit besides me, and even if she was mad at me (because I offered to apologize for overreacting, but not for reacting), she still decided to be near me, but you know what? That's the point when I decided to leave. I told the girl living at the party's location that I would come to clean up next thing next morning; she wanted me to stay and do it now, but of course I just blew her off.

The guys then decided to punish me, by having me on top of the table, undressed. I said, fine, let the girl undress me. She didn't really believe I would do it, so I just stood next to the table and had her loosen my trousers, and just as it became serious/embarassing, I stooped her and said, Whoa, not so fast. Which actually made her look like the looser, and made me look like the guy that the girl has the hots for, and put a big grin on my face.

More on how it's gonna play out later, I gotta get some sleep now, I'm quite smashed. Besides, I really am gonna wake up early and help the host clean up, just because I'm not a nice guy any more doesn't mean I'm gonna let other people clean up my shit.

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