Dammit, I got a lot to learn

Standing in line at the supermarket checkout. I turn around, see a really hot and cute girl give me a big, sexy smile.
In an instant, my brain shuts down, and I become unable to speak or act. Nothing happens.

The difference is, a while back, I would have been happy about the smile without even thinking about acting on it. Now, I kick myself for not acting, and think of ways to improve.

Plus, the reason I went to the supermarket was to stock up on super-healthy food, I'm taking my diet one step further towards healthiness.

Go, me! It's just my general approach to learning new things: I might suck, but everyday I suck a little less, I don't even notice the pain of failure, and I never stop trying.

Downtime

Not much time for going out lately - either I have too much work, or I'm too tired afterwards.

Instead, lots of socials with various clubs and organizations - fun, but definitely have to go out more and meet strangers.

Got a good handle on self-improvement, though: lots of exercise, keeping things at home neat and clean, new equipment, and more efforts at taking care of my appearance,etc.